I feel like i need a hug.
someone to tell me that everything's gonna be okay.
Reality just freaks me out sometimes.
All i wanna do is curl up in bed and shut my eyes,
and hope that when i open them again,
it'll all be just a nightmare and nothing more.
It's a frickin battle field out there.

I am such an avoider.
I know.
You don't have to tell me.

Its just that sometimes i feel so so so exhausted from relying on
my own strength. At home sometimes I feel like the adult.
I want to lead a normal life for once.
It just makes me weep at the thought of God having so much faith in me.
He gives me situations that He knows i can handle,
but i don't feel like i can handle it.
Why does he have so much faith in me?

God please hold my hand through this and don't ever leave me.